• Entries,  Musings

    Seasons

    ‘To every thing there is a season’ Last year, at the end of March, the company I had worked with for 2 and half years packed up and left – so to speak. If I’m being totally honest, I’d say it was a bittersweet experience. My optimistic side was excited for the break it brought – the quick guilt-free holiday of having no work waiting, heck, I was ecstatic. However, my rational side – which is my true self, by the way – had this crazy ticking sense of urgency like; ‘you have things to do, a life to build, a world to take over, you don’t need no break’……

  • Entries,  Musings

    That time I got tired

    I’m the restless kind. The type of people who do one thing, get so high by it, give it everything, then get bored, so bored; it’s like depletion and then want something bigger. I’m that type. I’ve probably gotten tired more than a dozen times in this year. Bored of many different things. But, this time, I was so tired I was nagging, sulking and hating. It is a bad place. Such a bad place. So, I went back to reading. I’m the reading kind. The type of people who feel like when shit hits the fan, there’s someone else who’s gone through it and has written something about the…

  • Poems,  Short Stories

    Happiness is a Journey

    It’s physical, like a continuous stroll You’re on this never ending stroll with yourself, your thoughts, your mind And with each stride you have to constantly find something to delight you; on the pathway, from your memory, from somewhere Even when it’s not there The stroll can sometimes be uppity and you break into a run The air in your face, your body releasing endorphins in gorgeous amounts And with each release you know your day will be bubbly, just because Even when you don’t feel like it Other times you’re just so weak You’re crawling, tears streaming down, baring your soul to Him And with every gasp; you’re asking for your…